my own worst enemy.

I used to fear both life and death at the same time. I wanted to lie suspended in space for a few years and just float along as I pleased.  

Now my only fear is that the person that I will become won’t be the person that I could have been. 

That scares the living hell out of me. 

So I’m gonna get a fresh start. And I’m gonna push myself. A reinvention is pretty crucial at this point.